Mo, don't do this... You're one of the most well known members and breeder here. You're a breeder, Mo. It's normal to lose fish in circumstances but don't feel bad because of it! You kinda inspired me to want to breed since you're my age, too and I always wanted to help improve the lines. Don't give up! Things will always get better Mo... You just have to believe. You have to be strong Blake.
Over hundreds of bettas die in their small, dirty cups each day. Only you can help them live. Research and then save them, today!