Join Date: Aug 2012
Location: Denver Colorado
my hadwriting is awful too, always has been, at my job, when ever i have some down time I am usually in the break room curled up in a chair with my sweatshirt on and my hood up over my head. I have ups and downs...my meltdowns have mellowed out, went from freaking out and biting myself to calm down almost weekly when i was younger, to now a days i usually curl up and cry and rock back and forth. I havent bitten myself except for once in the last 2-3 years, that time it left a mark for about 2 months, going away finally. Yesterday was exceptionally difficult at work, some insecurities were creeping up that i know have lead to melt downs, and luckily there werent any triggers at work until the end of the day about 15 minutes before i got off, and i could hold together until i got home.