Ditto to what everyone else says. Look at yourself (: You've made an AWESOME home for your bettas... Everyone, and I mean everyone, loses them sometimes. Bettas are not indestructible, and people are not perfect. Mistakes will be made, but you gave them the best life possible. Five bucks says that if you hadn't gotten them, they would probably be dead. Dead in the bowl, dead in dinky little vase that gets one water change a year. You gave them clean homes, guaranteed food, and everything a betta could need. If you're a bad betta mom, I'm the terminator.