i go look at youtube at betta's and stuff ;p
if you get a marble they could keep you occupied on keeping betta's
look at me i have one turning red now purple! another turning black! and another turning blue lol.
i hope it comes back to you, it is hard to see people leave :( you could even take a break. you could give your fish foster homes at your relatives, and then you could watch youtube and aquabid. it got really badly to get my double tail "Lunar" back, though i only had my half giant with me. i really hope for you to stay though.
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