Originally Posted by Arashi Takamine
The head is like...Just that. A huge head distorted...And it tries to take on attributes of the people me and my mom know. When it appeared to my mom it tried to mimick my dad's looks and floated right above our clothes rack in the laundry room and it tried to mimick my mother when I walked into the bathroom one day floating way taller then she is. Then it just faded away. It's just that...A huge head like bigger then a basketball big.
And my family's experienced cars too. Like a fire engine going through the room silently at night.
My mom also heard jiggling on her doorknob when everyone is asleep and I've seen a shadow person reaching out from the wall it was against and to my hand when I was on our desktop once. A lot of things that I see sometimes just fade into the memory until one day they just pop up.
And the empath thing is a gift and a curse. I hate getting into the middle of fights because I'll feel all the anger and hatred at once. Several times I've been reduced to tears and nearly having a melt down. Even worse when I tried to explain it to someone they flat out said I wasn't. I know what I am.
I'm a pagan/wiccan so my views on this stuff are a little different. I don't see stuff that often but things will disappear and re-appear all the time. I'll loose things as small as bottle caps and my mom's debit card disappeared once and appeared beneath a doorframe as my dog freaked out.
I've also heard scratching at the door when my dog was inside.
This stuff can be so weird...And about Megan's first appearance to you without the eyes...I think spirits sometimes forget what they look like (I heard it somewhere) and some attributes just disappear briefly.
I should clarify the paranormal happens in the family. It runs in my mother's family and has come to me too. My dad's seen some stuff too but not that much and he rarely admits it. We've all heard the hamster's wheel going off long after he died, a woman talking to me as I slept and balls of light.
OK, I had written a HUGE, LONG reply, then my sister told me to wash the dishes, then I had to go to the stable and I just came back. I've been there since 11am. >.>
Do you think the head is trying to lure you somewhere? WHAT the hell was it doing? I honestly have no idea what it could possibly want, even though it's just mimicking you....it sounds eerie and spooky but I don't think it was sinister. Also, were the colors human-like or were they bright neon colors like you'd see in an aura? No, I don't mean a negative image.
I've never seen things like fire engines but I've seen actual limousines packed with people that don't have eyes, and they all had their faces pressed to the windows and they were staring at me. It was so creepy.......
Usually my doorknob doesn't rattle....it's just that the wind-chimes in my doorway go tink-tink-tink and I know a spirit takes the individual chimes and bangs them together. Or when they walk into the doorway they make a big breeze. I know our house is not drafty though. The only draft is from the front door on the staircase, and that draft would dissipate too quickly to reach the end of the hallway!
I'm not super-empathic, I'm empathic to a point. When I see a spirit, I don't take on its emotions. But in my head I know exactly what it is doing (leaning against the piano, looking at its hands) and I know the exact feelings it has. It's just a knowing. Sometimes I take on their emotions, like I feel them inside of me, but I keep them under control. It's almost as if I'm two people at once.
Can you tell me more about your beliefs? I'd like to know if they make sense to me....I'm Roman Catholic so what I know is that "ghosts don't exist, and any ghosts are just demons pretending" and everything else (the truth) is hidden from me. I do believe that the Church in itself is hiding a lot of stuff.....I know that my God would never hate me for wanting to help spirits. He would never despise or cast me out because I can see them, feel them, hear them. I know He wouldn't hate me for what I can do....He gave me these gifts and there's nothing anybody else can do about it, LOL.
I do believe there is a god though. Most religions have many similarities and I think there may be one god in disguise as many.....who knows?
I didn't know that spirits could forget! I never realized that may happen.....
Very bizarre. When I think of her it's very distorted....really disgusting actually. All disfigured and nasty looking. I'll have to tune in later to get a more accurate look at her though.
I think what I've got runs in my family...my grandmother and I look a LOT alike....and a few years ago when she was in the US and stayed with us, my somewhat psychic aunt told her daughter that I look a lot like my grandmother and we both seem to have some "abilities" that she can't really make out. Do you know if abilities like this skip a generation??