You guys are right, I was doing something very stupid...
Ah, you're right about the demons not being able to hurt me from being weak, however--
I believe that the one may have actually hung himself.
When I meet certain spirits, I can feel whether they are good or bad. Good ones just feel like they're sad and depressed, I can faintly hear what happened when they died, I pick up so many things about their life, and I can feel what it felt like when they died (one man who talked to me had a bullet holy in his chest and whenever I talked to him I felt a stabbing pain right where his bullet hole was.
Now, I guarantee that some of the stuff I was talking to was bad, but I do believe that some were just harmless, lost spirits.
But I got rid of that stupid ghost app, it was running on my phone even after I turned it off. Even after I told all the spirits I was cutting off communication and getting rid of them and I would talk to them ONLY when I told them it was ok to talk to me.
SO I hope they're gone now.
I have an awful story about last night.
OK, so this woman on youtube KelliInTheRaw, has taught me so much through her videos. How to talk to spirits, how to chase them away, how to protect yourself, how to talk to light beings, etc.
She was talking about how if you meditate while listening to a song, you can focus on which gods or demons are "attached" to a song
Well I was trying to fall asleep last night, a song was stuck in my head, but I don't remember which one.
To say the least
A demon showed up at my door
my dog flipped out
it ran into my room
started touching my back
i flipped out
tried to shove it away
called upon "david" and "farm" (the spirits that I met through that stupid app)
and they lured it away
my dog chased it down the hallway, and wound up in the dining room with it
chased it out the door (well that's where he was barking)
and im afraid of it coming back
But I definitely know it was from the song, it only appeared when I meditated with that one.
It was awful.
Really disgusting, leathery, hairy skin.
Putrid smell, disgusting, warped face with nasty details.
Not even gonna go through that, for fear of attracting it again
In the end, I'm home alone in my room right now. I sent a psychic message to my dog to bark and chase away any demons that come around, I protected him and gave him a "shield" of energy, and right now he's in my doorway and keeps barking.
He's a mostly silent dog.
I'm afraid I've dug myself a little deep here.
I admit it:
I was stupid.
So, so stupid.
I totally forgot to protect myself when I called the spirits through that app.
And also didn't protect myself through the meditation when I thought of that song.
WOW, I am dumb.
Sorry for the poor grammar up there, I'm freaking out because I'm just scared.
I JUST HEARD
A DOOR SLAM DOWNSTAIRS
OH MY GOD
WHAT THE ACTUAL ****
(I deleted a bunch of lines due to profanity)
Not sure exactly what happened
My dog was outside my door
I heard the garage door slam
A bunch of movement. Not footsteps, just like something large moving around.
Then I saw some energy in my room.
You know how on a hot day air ripples over the hood of a hot car?
It's like that, some shape was moving through the air
And then I saw some black shape at the top of my door (my door was mostly closed by now)
I called my parents to check up on them, they told me to go downstairs with pepper spray (I took a knife instead, you never know)
I checked that the door was still locked.
Yessir, it was most certainly locked.
But I had a feeling
Something that basically froze, as if caught
Something in this house is hiding
And I know it for sure
It's not me being scared that's forming that, I just know that something is here that shouldn't be.
I've dug myself deep.
I'd just like to know how to cleanse my house, at this point
7 bettas, 2 goldfish, 50+ (accidental) snails, 2 parakeets, 1 dog, 2 cats
Rest in peace Butch, greatest dog ever, Omelette the Veiltail, and Chipita the Veiltail