my plan is to have totally quit by my son's first birthday. (nov 9) this is my big birthday present for him. i figured that everyone will get him lots of clothes and toys, which he'll outgrow and get bored of within a few months, but having his daddy around for him is a present that will last a lifetime. i'd hate to one day not be there because i inhaled too many burning plants and got cancer. last weekend i cut myself down from a pack a day to half a pack a day (10 cigarettes) and as of yesterday i'm at 1/3 pack. (7 cigarettes) i'm gonna do that number this week, then cut down to 4 a day next week, then one in the morning and one at bedtime, then be totally done. i'm really excited about this.
So remember, when you're feeling very small and insecure,
How amazingly unlikely is your birth,
And pray that there's intelligent life somewhere up in space,
'Cause there's bugger-all down here on Earth.
Loki/Grendel/Gail/Beowulf/Camilla/River/Bathory/Arwen/Lafayette/Deb/Jack Skellington (soon)