Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: Orange County, New York
This Doesn't Feel Real...
I don't know why i'm posting this... the last thing I should do is be posting on a forum... But i'm at my boyfriends, I'm all alone, and I can't leave till he gets home from work at 5... And I need to talk to someone...
I just got a call from my mom... that my grandma has passed away... she was 93 years old. They think she passed in her sleep... Mom went to check on her after she called the house 4 or 5 times with no answer... and she found her... I don't know what to do... I've never lost anyone before... and I was so close to her... So close! I was her only grandchild, and for most of my childhoood she was like a 2nd mother to me... and I feel horrible... I never got to say goodbye... I've been so busy... and haven't taken much time recently to spend with her... I didn't think she'd be gone so soon... she was so healthy.... this was so unexpected!