Rant: Inspired by above post.
I HATE MY DARK CIRCLES. I'm not even 20 yet and I have all these lines and dark patches under my eyes. I get plenty of sleep, so I don't know what's happening. They make me look sick and gross. I can't cover them up well because every concealer I've ever used just cakes up in the lines under my eyes.
Oh, your circles are caused by something else, and for the life of me, I cant recall what that is, but there is something you can do to fix them. Crap....
Oh Sena, god I just hate break-ups. Im very oh some call it dramatic, but its not drama for drama's sake, it venting. You have to go through all the steps and come out the other end. Hang in there. I think many people do find someone they think is it, but it isnt.
Its the codependency rearing its ugly head. Someplace inside, we recognize them as being perfect for us, but really we want to fix them and thus fix some old relationship with our care givers.
Its good to know when you are in like, lust, and love. Please dont get rid of your tanks and fish, hang in there, they give you love. They will fit in a smaller place, really they will!
I feel for you so much, I would go stark raving lunatic if they refused any contact. Closure needs to be done, and no contact isnt the way. IMHO. Did you ever see the movie Bridget Jones Diary?
Do what you feel, scream really loud, cry for hours, it will help, and EAT and Exercise!