Oh, I have a rant.
Trigger warning: PTSD and Suicide
So, a few of my friends back home don't understand how I can love my fish so much because "they're just fish". Really, I love most things, including these fish. Buut. I just moved up to another state to go to school, I'm completely alone up here, still know very few people, and have no friends other than my roommate. I also have PTSD, which is so much worse now that I'm here. So I spent the first month wanting to kill myself, until I impulsively bought Mizuchi. And then Chouko soon followed... They're my babies, and quite frankly, the reason why I'm doing moderately okay now.
Now, how even am I supposed to explain my love for my fish, without revealing that little part?
Thank you for sharing such an intimate issue rezicca it is hard for some to understand the connection we have for our fish because they havent really been taught to be considerate of other beings, human and animal.
Their opinion of the way you care for your fish and how such wonderful little creatures can help far greater then supposed "friends" shouldnt be allowed to affect you because only you need to understand what helps you and saves you.
Much love and light to you
OMFG I'm angry right now!>.<*
Well the thing is this year my birthday falls the day before thanksgiving and we cook A LOT of it the day before so of course with my skill at cooking everyone expects me to do the cooking. They even forgot that that day was my birthday! WTF?!
So now not only do I get to work my butt off on my birthday but I get to spend the next day with people I don't like and then work the next day. Fanfreakinngtastic, and to top off this freggin nightmare I'm not going to have time to make my own cake like I wanted to and I get to do all this while depressed about being 30!
I could scream, and am sooo tempted just to blow off the whole lot of them!>:(
I can sympathize it has been that way since i was 10. But Im not saying this to draw attention, If i lived close by I would have invited you over for a "gataway" complete with lunch, dinner and a triple layer cake
Belated Happy birthday Love & Light for a special heart
Eh I stopped caring about my birthdays. No one does anything nice for me anyways.
Just as i had mentioned to thekinectic same treatment would be given to you
with maybe a nice "quiet" trip to a club
I dont drink but love to dance and sometimes they do play good beats to rock with
its been years since i went so i would be out of sync lol