I cannot control my mental state at all. I go from relatively okay to--I hate to use the 's' word--bottomed out depressed at the drop of a hat. Nothing even has to go wrong. I could be having a good day and then suddenly, it is no longer a good day. When push comes to shove, I don't deal with things in healthy ways. My gf thinks that I might have bipolar disorder and that it has been made worse by PTSD and anxiety. She says she'll take me to see a therapist once I'm out of parent's house. I don't know, I just feel like a mess.
Last edited by Fenghuang; 03-10-2013 at 02:34 PM.