I think this threads amazing and I hope it's okay I'm jumping in right now.
My grandpa died last Saturday after being sick with cancer for about 18 months. Everyone in my family is driving absolutely insane. I'm so tired of hearing all the same. And all my friends are saying how there here and all, but when I need them most, they're too busy with their boyfriends or other people. I guess I'm upset with everyone, including myself for feeling so empty inside. I'm really sick of dealing with everyone. If that's not too awful to say.