Oh. Well, if you did pay for it and she never used it, it seems like a light situation. Of course, I don't mean your anxiety is.
I mean, she shouldn't get too upset over it, if she found out.
I try to reason with myself, though that doesn't really work all the time.
I try anyway and remind myself that when I did and it turned out okay, then it should be the same for whatever it is that's bothering me at the moment.
And if it's not, then things can still work out.
It's something one just has to keep working at, and you'll end up realizing everything is going to be okay, or it is.
I hope I helped some....ahaha?
Trying to find out the source of your anxiety helps too, because you realize what caused it.
"Life is an adventure full of beautiful things, and a treasure worth more than gold."