That is weird. :( I think she should have been more open minded. Along my way, I learned which friends to keep and which not to. I think when I was in school I had a huge group of friends but now I have maybe 3 really close friends... The rest are people who I hang out with "for fun". They don't know much about me and I don't bother telling them.. Out of those 3 best friends, one has stuck with me through everything and I stuck with her through all her problems, her fiance left her and married someone else, all in a span of a week X(. We have a really good bond, even though we live in 2 opposite ends of the country now..
I totally know what you mean by barely knowing yourself.. I would feel like I'm in the pits of despair but never knew why.. When someone asked what happened, I'd say I don't know.. I actually can't blame them for thinking I was weird. I mean that is a weird answer isn't it.. :/
I wasn't even looking for a relationship when I met my bf, I was terrified of it! In fact, I'm still terrified of the fact that if he leaves me I wont find anyone else :/.. We were friends for 2 years before we started going out. We actually understood each other a lot even before we started dating. If I ever get into a mood he's always getting me ice cream or cake lol! Initially, he didn't know what to do but he'd still insist on helping, I just told him, it'll go away on its own.. Now he knows better but I don't mind the sweets. :)
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