Rant thread - Page 928 - Betta Fish and Betta Fish Care
Like Tree662Likes
 
LinkBack Thread Tools
post #9271 of 23914 (permalink) Old 08-25-2011, 01:05 AM
Member
 
hmckin20's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2011
Location: In a pineapple
Posts: 532
Quote:
Originally Posted by fishcurl View Post
I came to rant and instead I've found kindred spirits :o

ohmygoodness, this!
i didn't expect to find so many similar people in one place (:
but yeah, everyone has their own problems, and you really don't know unless you've been in their shoes.

the betta are definitely therapeutic.. something about water. and the same ritual of feed and then water changes every morning is nice. watching them, playing with them and caring for them.. i'm not certain why i haven't gotten into caring for bettas earlier. (:

Quote:
Originally Posted by dramaqueen
It's amazing how some people think it's all a bunch of baloney, that you're lazy, don't want to take responsibility for stuff, etc.
this is definitely true. a lot of people are really quick to judge and it's hard to explain to them that you really can't help it, that if you could, you would, and you're doing everything in the book to try to.

DQ, our moms definitely sound alike..



since we're passing the hugs around :3 -hugs everybody-

Boys: Ichabod, Canary, Perseus, Louie, Cherokee, Rojo

Girls: Marie, Hilda, Pixie

Rest in Peace: All of my former fishies. <3
hmckin20 is offline  
Sponsored Links
Advertisement
 
post #9272 of 23914 (permalink) Old 08-25-2011, 02:09 AM
Member
 
fightergirl2710's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2011
Location: Mumbai, India
Posts: 2,085
That's terrible DQ... I don't think my parents ever understood what was wrong and why it was wrong but they knew there was something and luckily they were pretty patient. The only thing was no drugs.. That was their only issue. Whatever had to be done, would be done through counselling. My psychologist was my psychology professor that was awkward for a while :/ ..
And the stigma thing that fishcurl said is so true.. I had some good friends then, who've stuck with me but some people were just buffoons especially classmates. :( I still haven't told any of my college friends about my problems but I told my bf and he was pretty supportive, turns out his mum was a depressive so he understood. I was so relieved at that moment!
Its hardest to tell people you're close to because how they judge you will hurt you most... I still have some "mood swings" now and then but very rarely....

"You are forever responsible for what you have tamed."
Betta love: it's an international thing.
Azure, Sterling, you will be with me forever. Peaches, my crazy girl, I'll miss you the most.
Fishies

The Boys: Tranny, Inky "Yume" Zuko, Mao, Onishiki, Chopin, Maelstrom, Kabuki
The Girls: Kamikaze, Beeuty Qveen, Beefcake!, Chunkers, Awesome Sauce
_____
Meeces: Koko, Bijli, Baadal, Barkha
Turtle: Hi Handsome (female -__-)
fightergirl2710 is offline  
post #9273 of 23914 (permalink) Old 08-25-2011, 02:15 AM
Member
 
Join Date: May 2011
Location: Elk Grove, California
Posts: 10,782
:/ None of my friends ever understood either. Some were more patient with me than others but ultimately, no one really understood the anxiety and fear part. They couldn't understand what I was so afraid of and I couldn't really tell them because I barely knew myself. I just knew that some things made me really anxious.

I missed my best friend's wedding three years ago. She was having it in a location that was several hours drive and back then, I just couldn't go for long distances; I've gotten better now. I was sad that I couldn't be in it but when she said she was having it far away, I was really sad because I couldn't even go. I thought she understood why but the day before the wedding she stopped talking to me. She sends cards to my folks every now and then but not to me. Weird, huh.

Fighter, I'm so glad your bf understands. That's probably my biggest fear about trying to get a boyfriend: will he understand? Oh, that and just the general idea of dating, haha.
Sakura8 is offline  
post #9274 of 23914 (permalink) Old 08-25-2011, 02:29 AM
Member
 
fightergirl2710's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2011
Location: Mumbai, India
Posts: 2,085
That is weird. :( I think she should have been more open minded. Along my way, I learned which friends to keep and which not to. I think when I was in school I had a huge group of friends but now I have maybe 3 really close friends... The rest are people who I hang out with "for fun". They don't know much about me and I don't bother telling them.. Out of those 3 best friends, one has stuck with me through everything and I stuck with her through all her problems, her fiance left her and married someone else, all in a span of a week X(. We have a really good bond, even though we live in 2 opposite ends of the country now..
I totally know what you mean by barely knowing yourself.. I would feel like I'm in the pits of despair but never knew why.. When someone asked what happened, I'd say I don't know.. I actually can't blame them for thinking I was weird. I mean that is a weird answer isn't it.. :/
I wasn't even looking for a relationship when I met my bf, I was terrified of it! In fact, I'm still terrified of the fact that if he leaves me I wont find anyone else :/.. We were friends for 2 years before we started going out. We actually understood each other a lot even before we started dating. If I ever get into a mood he's always getting me ice cream or cake lol! Initially, he didn't know what to do but he'd still insist on helping, I just told him, it'll go away on its own.. Now he knows better but I don't mind the sweets. :)

"You are forever responsible for what you have tamed."
Betta love: it's an international thing.
Azure, Sterling, you will be with me forever. Peaches, my crazy girl, I'll miss you the most.
Fishies

The Boys: Tranny, Inky "Yume" Zuko, Mao, Onishiki, Chopin, Maelstrom, Kabuki
The Girls: Kamikaze, Beeuty Qveen, Beefcake!, Chunkers, Awesome Sauce
_____
Meeces: Koko, Bijli, Baadal, Barkha
Turtle: Hi Handsome (female -__-)
fightergirl2710 is offline  
post #9275 of 23914 (permalink) Old 08-25-2011, 03:04 AM
Member
 
Join Date: May 2011
Location: Elk Grove, California
Posts: 10,782
I think that is the best way to get into a relationship, to start out as friends. :) I just need to meet some guy friends. There was the guy who sold me my Mac but I never got up the nerve to talk to him except about computers . . . haha. I'd better start hanging out in fish stores now, maybe meet someone in the betta row.

Yeah, I can totally understand why my friends were confused and even frustrated with me, and why my parents would sometimes be frustrated too. They've been awesome throughout this whole thing even when I said some really hateful things to them. I owe them a lot, not just for adopting me but for taking such good care fo me, too. That's why even though I get frustrated living at home, I deal with it because my mom needs my help now that her health isn't so great.

That really stinks about your friend and what happened to her with her fiance. I'm glad she had a good friend to help her through it, what a hard time that must have been.
Sakura8 is offline  
post #9276 of 23914 (permalink) Old 08-25-2011, 03:13 AM
Member
 
fightergirl2710's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2011
Location: Mumbai, India
Posts: 2,085
Yes, hang out at the fish stores! Snag a betta lover :D!
Even though it may be true that you owe them a lot, its really good of you to live with them and help out your mom, there are so many people who forget the good things others have done for them. You're doing the right thing Sakura! You're a good person. :)
She had a really rough time but she's doing better without him IMO. He was a real loser X(

"You are forever responsible for what you have tamed."
Betta love: it's an international thing.
Azure, Sterling, you will be with me forever. Peaches, my crazy girl, I'll miss you the most.
Fishies

The Boys: Tranny, Inky "Yume" Zuko, Mao, Onishiki, Chopin, Maelstrom, Kabuki
The Girls: Kamikaze, Beeuty Qveen, Beefcake!, Chunkers, Awesome Sauce
_____
Meeces: Koko, Bijli, Baadal, Barkha
Turtle: Hi Handsome (female -__-)
fightergirl2710 is offline  
post #9277 of 23914 (permalink) Old 08-25-2011, 04:25 AM
Member
 
Join Date: May 2011
Location: Elk Grove, California
Posts: 10,782
:blush: Thanks.
Sakura8 is offline  
post #9278 of 23914 (permalink) Old 08-25-2011, 04:45 AM
Banned
 
Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: Central Texas
Posts: 27,605
I drfinitely understand the anxiety and fear. I just kept thinking anout stuff over and over. What if this happens, what if that happens. I felt like I was going crazy. I couldn't eat and I wasn't sleeping well. Being a psychology major, I knew I had a problem. I also talked to a neighbor who is a psychologist and she advised me to see my doctor.
dramaqueen is offline  
post #9279 of 23914 (permalink) Old 08-25-2011, 04:56 AM
Member
 
fightergirl2710's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2011
Location: Mumbai, India
Posts: 2,085
Same here, I actually realised I had a problem after I took up psychology in college. I wouldn't eat but I'd sleep for hours and I'd think a lot about nothing..

"You are forever responsible for what you have tamed."
Betta love: it's an international thing.
Azure, Sterling, you will be with me forever. Peaches, my crazy girl, I'll miss you the most.
Fishies

The Boys: Tranny, Inky "Yume" Zuko, Mao, Onishiki, Chopin, Maelstrom, Kabuki
The Girls: Kamikaze, Beeuty Qveen, Beefcake!, Chunkers, Awesome Sauce
_____
Meeces: Koko, Bijli, Baadal, Barkha
Turtle: Hi Handsome (female -__-)
fightergirl2710 is offline  
post #9280 of 23914 (permalink) Old 08-25-2011, 06:33 AM Thread Starter
Member
 
CodeRed's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2009
Location: USofA
Posts: 2,113
Yeah, home sick. Stupid headache...

I was really lucky with Kevin, honestly. He sent me a text when I was going through a really bad night and noticed something was up... He stayed up with me all night talking me through it, and then did it again about a week later. Since then he's always been there with me when I start getting depressed, just being a very helpful shoulder to lean on. It's made it so that we had a very strong relationship even as friends, and so much more so now that we're dating. He's the only person who knows about my depression because I'm too scared to tell anyone else. Everyone thinks of depression as the cutting yourself suicidal kind, and it's so hard to realize my friends would think of me like that...

Picasso- PK

CodeRed is offline  
Reply

Tags
bettathanyou

Quick Reply
Message:
Options

Register Now



In order to be able to post messages on the Betta Fish and Betta Fish Care forums, you must first register.
Please enter your desired user name, your email address and other required details in the form below.

User Name:
Password
Please enter a password for your user account. Note that passwords are case-sensitive.

Password:


Confirm Password:
Email Address
Please enter a valid email address for yourself.

Email Address:
OR

Log-in









Human Verification

In order to verify that you are a human and not a spam bot, please enter the answer into the following box below based on the instructions contained in the graphic.



Thread Tools
Show Printable Version Show Printable Version
Email this Page Email this Page



Similar Threads
Thread Thread Starter Forum Replies Last Post
Rant! Alexanderismylife Betta Chat 7 07-01-2010 02:17 PM
Rant CodeRed The Lounge 15 06-15-2010 08:17 PM
OMG I can't take this anymore *A Rant* Zenandra The Lounge 4 06-11-2010 04:47 PM
Arg! (A rant) vaygirl The Lounge 7 06-09-2010 08:24 PM

Posting Rules  
You may post new threads
You may post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are On
Pingbacks are On
Refbacks are On

 
Powered by vBadvanced CMPS v3.2.3
For the best viewing experience please update your browser to Google Chrome