lol well thank you :) Tonight is lonely, the days are filled with my toddler and cooking and cleaning and the occasional glance over to her empty tank, but the night is quiet and her tank is within view of where i sit at the computer. The plant she had was a purplish color, at a quick glance i thought it was her tail, that was a moment that got me down.
Otherwise im dealing, my family has asked, well they all knew how proud of her i was, but when things got bad my mom backed out, not wanting to know if she died, so she still doesnt. My sister upset me a bit, she knows nothing of fish but she still manages to be pushy, saying epsom salt would dry her out and suffocate her and that is why she was so sick.. So i was left defending myself and explaining over and over. When she asked how she was this morning i just told her that i ended the misery and she wanted details then completely stopped talking to me, as if disgusted. At least i have the support here with what i did. I know im not heartless like my sister seemed to think, its just not the best time to act like that regardless.
RIP to my little Coraline.