Oh, Alle. You silly boy, I'm sorry you had to go so soon. I was certain you'd live for years. At least I got one with you.
I got you at a Walmart that didnt care about you. I cared about you. I took you home with me. Both of us in that scary new college, both of us in tiny rooms. I swore Id get you a nice big house, and I'd get you big and strong.
I did. And so did you. You got huge.
Alle, you pigger. Stop eating so much. Oh, darn.. Too hard to say no.
Big man now. You're giant. And you bite. Stop that, dont bite my roommate. Oh, okay. Fine.
Do it, then, its cute.
No, no. Dont bite me. That's less cute.
Oh, Alle, you're getting old. You're slower now, but you still come to greet me every time. You've become kinder, softer... a little nicer. Oh, Alle. Im sorry you dont feel well. I'm not sure you can bounce back.
Oh, Alle, you've grown old...
Oh, Alle, goodbye buddy.
You were my friend, you really were. No less than a dog could ever be, nor a cat. You flared at me endlessly but cheered me up when you knew I was sad.
Im sorry I wasnt there to see you go. I'm so sorry. I wanted to be, I wanted to say goodbye. I didnt want you to go, and I cant believe you've left.
Oh, Alle, you were gonna live with me again in college. Sit on my desk and nip my friends fingers. You were a month away from your "birthday". Oh, Alle, Im so sorry.
I wanted to say goodbye. Im sorry I didnt get the chance to. ;______; <3 <3
I love you, Alle.