I literally cannot even THINK about losing my Daisy. Just the thought makes me cry... I have no way of easing your pain, I just wish to give my condolences. I agree, another dog to take your mind off of it would be good. My friend lost her cat who she had since birth and he was her best friend- she went into a deep depression, but when she got her new cat a few months later she was back to normal. Of course she still misses her cat like crazy, but the new guy really helps her :) I really hope your pain will soon ease a little.
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