Chevko is right about writing your stories down. You will be *SO* thankful later on...and the process of writing down all those wonderful things you remember about him will also help you right now. It will hurt, but you have to hurt before you can get better. :)
And this is easy to say and hard to do, but don't feel guilty. You had to move out, and dogs understand. They may want you to come home, but they also know that you love them, and any time you visited was even more special for him. Dogs understand that things change, and that you still love them and are part of their pack. :)
I'm so sorry for your loss, it's a hard, hard thing. Take your time and don't ever feel bad for grieving. Animals are a part of your family, and losing something you love hurts, no matter who or what they are.
You'll see him again. :) Gone is not forever. :)
Last edited by Blue Fish; 09-14-2013 at 10:06 PM.