Rant thread

[teeneythebetta]

So sad and mad right now.
Mad at cancer and aging.
Sad because my best friend died today.

R.I.P. Malachi the pit bull 1998- 9/13/2012
My parents got him a cheeseburger before going to the vet. :c
He had cancer, and a massive tumor in his stomach and throat.
He was in pain.

And only weighed 50 pounds :'c
Love you forever and always Mali <33

[thekinetic]

Originally Posted by teeneythebetta

So sad and mad right now.
Mad at cancer and aging.
Sad because my best friend died today.

R.I.P. Malachi the pit bull 1998- 9/13/2012
My parents got him a cheeseburger before going to the vet. :c
He had cancer, and a massive tumor in his stomach and throat.
He was in pain.

And only weighed 50 pounds :'c
Love you forever and always Mali <33

I'm so sorry to hear that! :( *big hugs*

[tpocicat]

teeneythebetta: I'm so sorry for your loss. I have a wonderful pit named Copper and I know how painful it can be to lose such a wonderful friend.

[dramaqueen]

Originally Posted by teeneythebetta

So sad and mad right now.
Mad at cancer and aging.
Sad because my best friend died today.

R.I.P. Malachi the pit bull 1998- 9/13/2012
My parents got him a cheeseburger before going to the vet. :c
He had cancer, and a massive tumor in his stomach and throat.
He was in pain.

And only weighed 50 pounds :'c
Love you forever and always Mali <33

I'm so sorry about Malachi. I know he'll be missed very much. *hugs*

[Sena Hansler]

Surprise! I'm alive. So far, I'm just goin to torch that stupid car since my Bill of Sale magically disappeared when Dean moved out, so I cannot register it nor sell it (people are so paranoid). 50 for anyone who wants a freaking car D: I put 500 into it and it is not worth another 1000 for me since I lack a mechanic friend.

"oh wait isnt your brother a mechanic?" brother? I don't HAVE a BROTHER. I know an inconsiderate twat in the family who I so viciously stood up against. He DESTROYED one relationship, he tried to MEND a bad one and then try to drag me down to feel miserable to crawl to him like a beaten dog? No. NO.

And I know Dean would be more happy if I were miserable. Guess what? I won't be. Yeah, I am still hurt, and it will hurt for a while, it always does. Bt no I won't show it. I won't break down. I won't stop working because of it, or slow my life down.

I jumped my life into full throttle, no brakes. I tore out the brakes when I was left stranded from home in the cold with no jacket and no family was home that night. I found the reason for my art again. I am back with my first, and hopefully last. Who never did me wrong but he was not ready two or so years ago. I can save up to 1000 a month. Next month I pay off my 500 dollar iPhone. I've only got a box of stuff, two female bettas (baby betta ended up female), and a basket of clothes. And darn, am I doing well.

I did realize... You can't rely on people. Ever.

[moonsand0wls]

Originally Posted by teeneythebetta

So sad and mad right now.
Mad at cancer and aging.
Sad because my best friend died today.

R.I.P. Malachi the pit bull 1998- 9/13/2012
My parents got him a cheeseburger before going to the vet. :c
He had cancer, and a massive tumor in his stomach and throat.
He was in pain.

And only weighed 50 pounds :'c
Love you forever and always Mali <33

I'm so sorry to hear that :( <3 keep strong! *big hugs*

[moonsand0wls]

Originally Posted by tpocicat

Oh No!!! At least they are legal where you live. I called the fish/game/wildlife department and found out I can't even have one. Along with a LOT of other things axolotls are illegal in California.

I touched axolotl sperm!! hehe xD And omg, that's so weird, you'd think they'd encourage having them seeing as they're endangered o.O

[Romad]

Originally Posted by teeneythebetta

So sad and mad right now.
Mad at cancer and aging.
Sad because my best friend died today.

R.I.P. Malachi the pit bull 1998- 9/13/2012
My parents got him a cheeseburger before going to the vet. :c
He had cancer, and a massive tumor in his stomach and throat.
He was in pain.

And only weighed 50 pounds :'c
Love you forever and always Mali <33

So sorry about Malachi Teeny :( :( Hugs.

[SnowySurface]

Originally Posted by teeneythebetta

So sad and mad right now.
Mad at cancer and aging.
Sad because my best friend died today.

R.I.P. Malachi the pit bull 1998- 9/13/2012
My parents got him a cheeseburger before going to the vet. :c
He had cancer, and a massive tumor in his stomach and throat.
He was in pain.

And only weighed 50 pounds :'c
Love you forever and always Mali <33

I'm sorry for your loss. At least Malachi is no longer in pain. V_V

[ThePearlFish]

Originally Posted by wallywestisthebest333

Oh my gosh. I don't really know where to start.

Firedrake died forever ago and I know that he was old when I got him but it felt like there was more I could do for him.
He lived through so much and he was such a good boy and I really loved him a lot.

Also last semester and this summer my friend group split into three and I didn't know about it till I got back to my friends this semester. I found out in a really awful way and I ended up lsoing and dropping some friends because this one guy decided to bully one of my friends and he and I still aren't talking.

Because of all this (and the fact that I was consistently off campus when this happened) I missed my first week of classes because I'd always get to campus when my calsses were over.

It was really frustrating and now I'm behind on my school work and I don't have books because I can't afford them and most of them have been sold out already.

It's just been a rocky couple of weeks for me.
I'm hoping that bonding with my friend over her fish and the tank project I'm planning for her will help me get through this mess and get back on track.

rawwrrrr! He lived an awesome life for a fish!! I told you this before girl, you did fine. :)

We can also commiserate about school together anytime too.

My Rant- this black cat Jacob I have will yowl and bang at the bedroom door as soon as he senses I am awake. (he gets fed at 8am daily with the rest of the animals) He used to start doing this an hour or more earlier, but I started locking him in the cat room every time I heard him doing this so he only started when he heard me be awake. I dunno how he knows, but he knows.. it's annoying. I can never sleep in :(

Also, my Chem. tutor is really flaking out on me, so I am going to let him go, I feel like I need someone to help me outside of class, especially when the class gets harder. The thing is, he has my solutions manual and just MEETING with him is such a chore cus he always cancels on me.. grr..

PS- I am soo sorry about your boy Malachi. He was beautiful and I understand the pain of losing an animal, through my own experiences and because I worked at vet's offices. I hope you feel better.