Originally Posted by thekinetic
Oh I so know how you feel, it's like anytime you show any emotion other than happy they think there's something wrong with you. I don't mind sadness and anger and all those things because they're real. I'm real, you're real, we're real so be angry and be sad and be happy but realize being any of those all the time is just wrong.
you are right it is wrong to feel one emotion for so long but thats where the person must choose for themselves if that is where they want to remain, innately everyone wants to feel good, they want to feel "lighter" "freer" " more Alive" but i find the old habit of thinking " things will never change" "i cant understand how to meditate or just be in the moment of loving that one moment" , some things need to be discovered on one's own terms, when they are truly willing, accepting and ready to make a change for good.
I love feeling free, I love feeling this warm shining light that has been surrounding me, comforting me during bad times, loving me during happy times and accepting me as I am, for I am a part of it. I was disconnected from it for years ago but when i was nearly killed that changed, now I have returned home so to speak and it is heaven with some cloudy days
As for my blind guy i dont know if he really is or not, during feeding time with bloodworms i have to make sure its in front of his face and pellets i just drop acouple wait for afew and if they are gone drop in acouple more. Strange i never had a blind betta before