My friend texted me the other day and we made arrangements to hang out, and we admitted to the fact that we're best friends now. I go to her house to hang out, and find out she invited her old best friend (Who we'll call "H" to make it easier)! I'm sure you can guess what happened... now, I'm not beautiful, or wonderful, or exciting... so I got ignored, because everything that I'm not, H is. She's pretty, she's funny, she's sassy, and she's not shy. EVERYTIME she comes over and I have more than one person over I end up completely ignored. I don't know if she TRIES to do it, but I ALWAYS end up being the third wheel, with everyone agreeing with her all of the time, and me being either completely ignored or being ganged up on. This time was no different, and I was completely IGNORED. And then my "best friend" asked me to stay again. Here it becomes my fault. I THOUGHT H was going to go home, so I said sure. Haha at me. H stayed again, and I got another night of ignoring. It ended up being 3 nights in total of her hanging out with H, and using me for my video games. School started today, and my "best friend" barely talked to me at all. The kicker here? I know for a FACT that both of them talk CRAP about each other the moment their backs are turned. It's disgusting. So I'm back to hanging out with some people from last year, and to be honest, I'm having a blast. They don't talked bad about you the moment you turn around. And another thing is, that I should've seen coming, is that she (friend) does this ALL the time. Whenever she has ANYONE else around her, I'm gone. Ignored.
I'm tired of being used for my stuff ): That's ALL that used me for, playing Xbox live. I got to sit next to my friend in math today (yayy for alphabetical order) and watch them pass notes to each other. Joy. I'm so naive. Why did I think ANYTHING would be different?
/rant. Felt good to get that off of my chest.