Is It Just Me?

[BettaGirl290]

I feel something different, as if a deep pain has reached me, but i can't reach for it.....




i feel weird.


i talk weird.


i am weird?




is it just me?

[BettaGirl290]

and that is my emotional poem about my pain. idk i just feel it a lot

[Here Fishy Fishy Fishy]

Emotional pain, or physical pain?

Sometimes emotional pain can be so deep, it takes on physical forms.

Fear, pain, and anger can tear a person apart from the inside. Let it go... and if you can't do it alone, let your family and/or friends know.

Pain is part of the human condition, but it is not a positive place to be. The challange is to rise above it... to change it and yourself... to embrace a better you... to make a better world. :)

[BettaGirl290]

inside, but i rise with happiness , and then it falls.

[BettaGirl290]

and its very deep inside very very deep, it only comes out when i hear, listen, or talk about, a very scary thing or a deep song.

[Arashi Takamine]

I honestly think that the best thing you can do if your feeling really down is to clean out one of your old tanks set it up and go out and buy yourself a betta. I know it's hard after loosing all of them (Trust me I had two betta's die on me almost in the same day. It was so painful I still cry sometimes.) But maybe a new friend, a new start will help.

[BettaGirl290]

i did, in fact i got a new betta that reminds me so much of ritotini, as sooon as i saw him, i knew he was going to be a fighter!

[BettaGirl290]

but, my dad took away my hobby that made me happiest in dark times, i can really never forget that.

[Arashi Takamine]

That's awful. He took away your betta? How horrible!

[BlueHaven]

I'm sorry, do you still have your betta?
I hope things get better for you..
Does he know keeping your pets really makes you happy?