Thanks everyone for the tips and Octavia is gorgeous.
In my few days absence I've learned almost everything about Tarantula's I can at the moment...And I decided as par to some of the advice given to me...To get one. A little sling I really want a B. Smithi (Mexican Red Knee) But their really expensive to get. Someone on Arachnoboards actually offered me a little B. Vagans (Mexican Redrump) sling with only shipping being paid.
The little guy is only a few months old so I'd be eighteen by the time it grew to even a smigit of how it should be as an adult. I actually got the inspiration from My Extreme Animal Phobia to get rid of my spider fear because one girl got a pet T after her experience...And others told me on there too that getting a T and taking care of it is one of the best ways.
I'm picking up some books on how to get rid of my fear and gather some courage and methods to convince my parents to let me get this sling. I want it. (I spent the last few hours doing nothing but staring at pictures and vids of T's with minimal shaking.)