Well my birthday was kind of blah like every other one but I don't expect anything to fantastic. I didn't even get a cake :( My father in law made me chicken and dumplings and collard greens which was yummy. My sis in law bought me a pj set that was pretty cute and my mommy in law got me a smelly teddy bear that someone made me which was nice and she got me some candle stuff. My mom got me some lotion and socks and some craft stuff to keep me entertained and some LED candles. I got nice stuff but nobody thought to get me a cake. I bet my sister may thought. She can't forget sweets. I start a new class tomorrow, Marketing which looks like it's going to be a tough one.
Oh I got a new fish! He is in a temp home right now until he gets some strength. He was weak and having trouble swimming. He is healthy though, I know as of today it was weak muscles so I am leaving him with low water a few more days. He is next to chrissy who has been helping him get stronger by flirting with him. He has been building quite the nest for her and moving more and more each day. I saw this guy and I couldn't leave him no matter how hard I wanted too. He is such a looker.
I didn't get a cake for my birthday, either so don't feel bad. Your new guy is pretty. I saw a peachy yellow crowntail at Meijers today but I can't get any more.
I'm sorry. When I guilt my family about mine I will eat a piece for you :C I wll get a cake, my mom is already feeling lousy about forgeting it. It's the first birthday I have had were nobody got me one and I will let them all know LOL.
Well I had some fun at the psychiatrist appointment today and got a new... half diagnosis. Just what I need right? Now my list of mental disorders goes too...
Generalized anxiety disorder
Dysthymic disorder
social anxiety disorder
and now he has added to the social anxiety disorder. He added two "personalities" look them up they are entertaining.
He added Avoidance disorder and Schizoid disorder which are personalities apparently. Sigh, It's official, I'm nuts. LOL.
My abnormal psychology book says avoidance disorder is a hypersensitivity to rejection, limited social relationships and low self esteem. Schozoid personality is shyness, oversensitivity, seclusiveness and eccentricity. No, you are not nuts. I find it hard to believe you have all this.
My abnormal psychology book says avoidance disorder is a hypersensitivity to rejection, limited social relationships and low self esteem. Schozoid personality is shyness, oversensitivity, seclusiveness and eccentricity. No, you are not nuts. I find it hard to believe you have all this.
I do have issues in public. I avoid parties, I absolutly hate if people stare at me. I don't feel comfortable in public places. Jeff and I almost broke up because he loved to go to bars. I felt so akward in bars. He stopped going for me. I feel like my face and my head is on fire in public situations. My hands tingle and I feel like everyone is staring at me about to pounce. Also, I have issues processing emotion. I don't understand sarcasm. I guess it's some kind of avoidence technique. I do fine online but face to face is the problem. I don't have any none family or online friends, I was never social. I don't understand when I screw up in public situations, like making someone mad. I can be overly blunt and have no sympathy. Oh well, I am so used to it, it's just part of who I am anymore. I am thinking that maybe all of these disorders are coming out to explain all behavior. There is even one called ODD or defiant disorder. Apparently bad kids have a disorder caused by parents slacking in discipline and then suddenly giving them discipline. Disorders are all over the place anymore.