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So a few months ago my girlfriend brought up the possibility that I may have AS, with looking into it, everything I have found describes me almos perfectly, it also helped me realize that what i was generally teeming as a "bad day" was more of a meltdown, I also realized that my mother, who is really mean and also a special education teacher, used terms that apply to those on the spectrum's behavior such as "perseveration" to describe things I was doing, but would also hold "getting me tested for special ed" over my head as a punishment....regardless I'm not gonna bring up the fact I most likely am an AS individual till I get an official diagnosis, but since my girlfriend brought this up and after researching a lot, I have found a lot of information that is making our relationship easier, I also understand why i have never been able to talk to employees at stores, and even to teachers or employers, not easily at least. Sorry I am rambling, I ramble a lot it seems
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