I am very sorry for your loss. I know what it can be like.
Also, I would be more than happy to hold one for you, and maybe if you decide to start up again, I would hand him back. I could also send you pictures updating him. I have no preference on which betta, you could send the one you are most attached to knowing that you could get him/her back if you ever feel ready. I have one heated 6 gallon empty.
Last edited by FishFriend9292; 02-08-2013 at 08:00 PM.