Well....I believe I'm watching his last moments. A few minutes ago I noticed he was struggling when swimming and couldn't seem to get to the top, so I quickly dropped the water level....but its too late. I fear. Right now hes just laying on his side, and I can't detect gill movement....he may already be gone.
I am shedding tears...as silly as I feel for doing so. I feel so bad....like there was something else I could have done...though, I know there probably wasn't.