This Doesn't Feel Real...

[Zenandra]

I don't know why i'm posting this... the last thing I should do is be posting on a forum... But i'm at my boyfriends, I'm all alone, and I can't leave till he gets home from work at 5... And I need to talk to someone...

I just got a call from my mom... that my grandma has passed away... she was 93 years old. They think she passed in her sleep... Mom went to check on her after she called the house 4 or 5 times with no answer... and she found her... I don't know what to do... I've never lost anyone before... and I was so close to her... So close! I was her only grandchild, and for most of my childhoood she was like a 2nd mother to me... and I feel horrible... I never got to say goodbye... I've been so busy... and haven't taken much time recently to spend with her... I didn't think she'd be gone so soon... she was so healthy.... this was so unexpected!

[1fish2fish]

Oh no. Zenandra I'm so so sorry! If you need someone to talk to feel free to PM me any time.

Don't worry about the sending the girls. They can wait. I can hold on to the boys as well if you feel you won't be able to take them next week.

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. **HUGS**

[Jennyinurmouth]

I am sorry, I have been through a simliar thing, you can PM me if you want.
I also have yahoo, aim, and live,the screen name is orinaysu

[mysquishy]

I am soooo sorry. (((BIG HUGS))) It is so hard to lose someone esp. when you are so close to them.

[dramaqueen]

I'm so sorry Zenandra. It's very hard to lose someone you love and were close to.

[aunt kymmie]

My deepest sympathy for your loss. How great that you were able to have such a life-long close relationship with your grandmother. I know you'll truly miss her. *hugs*

[bloo97]

I'm sooooo Sorry. I hate it when family members pass on. ((((HUG))))

[vaygirl]

I'm so sorry to hear that Zenandra. I know how surreal it can feel. Give yourself some time to wrap your brain around it. It's great that you were so close. She knew you loved her. I lost my Dad to a car accident 10 years ago. I wasn't ready either. *hugs* from Jersey.

[littlemissmiss7]

oh im so sorry! you can PM me anytime. I know that this HAS to be hard

[kuklachica]

I'm so sorry Zenandra! My grandmother passed away suddenly when she was 73, just sitting in her chair in her pjs. It will take a while for you to wrap your brain around her passing, but the memories you have will be so precious.

{{HUGS}} from Maine and please feel free to PM any time.