Dilemma. I have an opportunity to go to New York City and possibly meet some famous Broadway actors and composers in November. Problem is that darned anxiety. I'm not that fond of flying, I hate leaving my cats even for 3 days, and I'm just . . . anxious. I have to decide if I'm going to go in the next few hours so I can get plane tickets. But every time I think yeah, I can do this, I wimp out. If I decide to go, I can't turn back 'cause of the whole money issue. This could be a once in a lifetime opportunity and yet I'm freaked out. I haven't gone more than an hour's travel away from home in maybe 6 years or more so going to NYC would be a huge step for me. Why? Why must I have this anxiety????