Im so upset right now... as some of you know my aunt passed a week ago and i got to say goodbye to her the day before she died... last night i cried for about 20 minutes remembering what she was like in the hospital .... i hate freakin' cancer!!!! It feels so bad. I feel like i didnt say i love her enough times before she went.
This is also making my grandma nuts though. It hurts to see her sad and crying but she also gets really mean and snippy at me because of this too. I feel her pain being she lost her sister but she doesn't have to yell and be a little to harsh on me because of it! It gets really annoying how moody she can be right now happy and nice then 5 mins later angry(then i again i understand how this must hurt her so yeah).and what really doesn't help is that a friend of my uncle (i have never met his friend or heard of him) just died yesterday in a car accident. WHY?! I just wish that my aunt didn't die and that my uncle's friend didnt die either... it just to much to deal with right now...