Look in my tank today, find two cherry barbs that seem to be sick, run tests, ammonia a high, nitrATes higher than I like, my watersprite is somehow dying, trying to take that out when I look at the bed and see the dog had pissed the sheets, then me and my boyfriend are changing the sheets when somehow I knock over my cup of coffee that's been on the shelf for a few bourse, if gets all over the floor, but luckily most of it lands in the garbage, I try to get it out of the way to clean the floor, move the bucket only to find it has a hole and the rest of the coffee is now all over another spot on the floor.
Damn it all. So stressed out.
Plus I failed a test for my online schooling, have til Thursday to retake it, if I fail again, I get dropped. I'm hungry, there's nothing to eat in the house besides burnt meatloaf and white rice.
I got another job, my first job is pissed so they are cutting my hours, my new job is a damned dishwasher at a resturaunt where NOONE SPEAKS ENGLISH. Now, I'm all for speaking your native language, but not speaking a lick of the language where you LIVE, that pisses me off. Especially since I'm also doing salads and desserts, and I don't understand her she doesn't understand me, I'm the ONLY English speaking person besides the manager, and even he speaks Spanish.
My skittish puppy is getting fixed on Thursday an he's Gina start peeing and pooping on the floor cause he's stressed, my goldfish tank has a perpetually hoggish nitrAte level, dispute two 80% w/c a week, and their not even my fish they are my moms, I have three filters on the tank, and I just can't seem to get it under control. There's four 4-5 inch Goldie's in a 45 gallon...I just don't understand.
Everything in my life is falling apart, I'm so stressed I can barely handle it anymore. [and my stupid dog won't stop whining like a little bitch cause my boyfriend went to go get a load of bread]
And now I might have parasites in my big tank, from idk what since nothing is new, I don't have the time or money or tanks for QTs or medication, I'm about to scrap it all before I rip out my hair like last time....