Rant thread

[Shirleythebetta]

Originally Posted by Sena Hansler

They must love their icecream o_O

Ice cream is tasty.

Battling depression today.

[ChoclateBetta]

Me too I battled a bit of deppression.

[Sena Hansler]

I've done that for a while. It's stressful. But also the reason I have fish. :) I could've just packed a backpack and disappeared when dean left me all alone. But I reminded myself my fish would perish, or may not get good homes.

[ChoclateBetta]

When I think about suicide I remember my fish need my help.

[sunstar93]

Originally Posted by Shirleythebetta

I'm glad you don't let it define you. It's a real challenge to deal with a disorder and try to make it through school. You should be really proud you don't let things beat you. I won't let this woman beat me. You can't tell I have dyslexia can you? I work hard to type words correctly and form sentences that make sense. It just makes my reading comprehension bad sometimes. I have a hard time understanding what I read because letters mix up or words cross. Numbers are really hard especially if they have more than three of the same number in a row. It's just upseting that this professor won't help me.

Lol it's a battle. And with depression, it doesn't help. But I've already hit rock bottom and the only way to go is up...I refuse to sink like that again and won't let it define me! And honestly, I think my fish help the anxiety. No panic attacks, no shaking, nothing! Not since I got them!
And no I can't tell! I'm proud that you work so hard at it, it really makes a difference in the long run, and I'm rooting for you(: it's a shame when teaches/professors won't help...at the elementary school near my home they cut the REACH (reading help and dyslexic) program...it's so sad.
Moonsand0wls, I am so sorry, I really am :( I lost my uncle 2 .5 years ago and it still hurts!

[ChoclateBetta]

I noticed many people here have deppression.

[Sena Hansler]

It sucks... I put more music on my phone, and some of the songs remind me of lots of stuff. I hate associating music with memories. Sometimes it just ends up hurting. But I guess this time around just reminds me of all the good things that happened... But then also reminds me those good things no longer exist. All well -shrug- I know the bad too, and it just shows me trust is way too overrated.

[ChoclateBetta]

I just sit there and watch TV I remeber my problems. It takes a few hours to forget my problems.

[Shirleythebetta]

Originally Posted by sunstar93

Lol it's a battle. And with depression, it doesn't help. But I've already hit rock bottom and the only way to go is up...I refuse to sink like that again and won't let it define me! And honestly, I think my fish help the anxiety. No panic attacks, no shaking, nothing! Not since I got them!
And no I can't tell! I'm proud that you work so hard at it, it really makes a difference in the long run, and I'm rooting for you(: it's a shame when teaches/professors won't help...at the elementary school near my home they cut the REACH (reading help and dyslexic) program...it's so sad.
Moonsand0wls, I am so sorry, I really am :( I lost my uncle 2 .5 years ago and it still hurts!

Thank you so much for your uplifting post! You are very sweet. Thank you

[dramaqueen]

MoonsandOwls, I'm so sorry for your loss.*hugs*