Rant thread

[Rosso1011]

Originally Posted by dramaqueen

I'm glad I never had to take chemistry. I would have gotten a big fat F . lol

I thought the same thing. I somehow managed to comprehend the math and everything else that was going on and somehow ended up with an A, lol.

[Hadoken Kitty]

Originally Posted by Rosso1011

I thought the same thing. I somehow managed to comprehend the math and everything else that was going on and somehow ended up with an A, lol.

Jealous! I had a B. :(

[Rosso1011]

It may only be a difference in teachers. The way our grades were averaged as far as percentages toward the final grade, benefited me greatly. I perform better on tests than anything else.

[Hadoken Kitty]

Maybe. I think only one person in our entire class got out of that class with an A. She's a "certified genius". Lol. It's a rule of thumb that I do terrible on tests, though. I have test anxiety like no other. No matter how much I study, as soon as I see that test, all of the information in my brain no longer exists. I can tell you everything about anything at any other point in time, though.

[Rosso1011]

I see tests and exams differently. A test is a challenge to me. An obstacle that I must overcome. A test is my chance to prove myself. Needless to say I'm disappointed if I get anything less than an A. I think my viewpoint on tests helps me to perform better.

I could also help teach you tricks to help jog your memory in a jam.

[Fenghuang]

I don't want to bother anyone, but I just need to lay my thoughts out somewhere...

I cannot shake my depression. I can't shake the constant suffocating thoughts telling me I'm nothing, that I will always be a failure, that I will never amount to anything, that no one would care if I was no longer here. It doesn't matter that I have good grades or that I have been accepted by one of the most presitigious universities in this country. I feel pathetic, worthless, paranoid, anxious, and oh so terribly lonely. I do not really have friends; people in general scare me. My family make it worse, they treat me like an embarrassment and make me feel like I should be ashamed of myself. The only person that makes me even remotely okay is currently over a thousand miles away. On most days, I don't even want to get out of bed. I am so afraid I will never be happy. I don't want to live like this. I can barely function because of my anxiety and my stupid moods. My entire existence seems so pointless.

[ThePearlFish]

I have depression too. I think similar thoughts. shrugs.. It's something I'll always deal with for the rest of my life, I've come to terms with it.

[Hadoken Kitty]

THIS...just....UGH!!!!

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[FishyFishy89]

Don't ask me for advice and then give me excuses to using that advice

[Hadoken Kitty]

Quit being pissed at me that I can't hang out with you every day. UGH.