I'm trying to decide on a major part of my life right now.....I dont know what to do. It's not that complicated but then again, it is....or maybe i'm just making it complicated.
But all the positive things about it i'm tearing down with my negativity. I might be thinking too low of myself, I don't really know. I know the truth, and I am trying to continue believing it....it's just like a mirage.
And I feel bad about it because there are other people out there who have things worse than I do, i'm just being selfish and stealing time.
I need to figure out how to get rid of these thoughts and just think simple, but that doesn't really work. It is very hard for me to think simple and honestly with myself.
Please don't let this affect you in a negative way, i'm just feeling depressed and needed to post it and i'm trying to find my courage..