since this is a rant page...
A good friend of mine has been spending a lot of his time with me, we go riding and just hanging out. His Girlfriend was more jealous of the time he spent with the horse.
Well today he decided it would be a good idea to trap me against the stall door and kiss me...and not just a little peck on the lips.
He asked me if we could forget it happened... because he loves his girlfriend.
I promised id be fine, that i wouldn't break down. Hes known iv liked him for a long time.
I don't like his girlfriend...and tomorrow i have the "Pleasure" of riding my Percheron double with her... because she wants to go riding with us but i'm the only one who can ride my horse.
so...NOT ONLY did he manage to make me feel like a cheap (insert words)...but now i have to hold my temper and put on my poker face around her.
To make it worse i have the horrible desire to make Charlie (my Percheron) buck when she is on him with me...--.-- he dose it very well.
I wish i didn't have to be so strong, I wish i could just break...Let my walls crumble down, and my tears wash away this ache.
And on a side note..to make my day better...Rorschach has a fungus and my great grandpa died.