I had a crush in high school, oddly it was a girl but that was back when I laboured under the delusion I was straight (probably why I didn't try and go forward with it). Her name was Heather and we were good friends and I think but was never too sure that she liked me too. But then one day we were talking and she told me how she was looking forward to spending time with her boyfriend......I didn't take it well.
Oh I kept up a strong outer appearance but it killed me inside, I fell apart when I got home.
But it was for the best because had it worked out eventually I would have had to leave her when I finally admitted to myself that I was gay. So I have made peace with it and I really do hope she is happy because she was an amazing artist and just a really sweet person.
Edit: btw really cute guys! :3