Deffinatly know that sakura, my mind never shuts up! XD
But my problem is the sweet sadness of melancholy is an easy trap for me, it's like an old friend. Always there beckoning me into the darkness and despair. I spent so much time there it's almost comforting.O_O
Aw! I'm near dementia. This paper was due Friday but I had to babysit all week so I'm cramming it together now. Worst weekend of my life. I did make Italian shortbread cookies for my bakesale tomorrow! But it means I have to wake up in like 4 hours
Wretched day ahead.
I used music to crawl out of the dark despair of depression when I was alone. Specifically, the sad melancholy of Jakob Dylan and Atlantic Canadian Nathan Wiley. Used to write sad poetry too. Like, the kind that could turn an optimist into a puddle of hoplessness. I used to do cool visual art in pencil and paints but now all I do is doodle on my books in school :/ Hope you feel better soon!
hi all back from work. was busy with the last day of the sales going on but that is good for us i think. even managed to cute a few hours here and there too which helps. the mid manager didn't clock in though she is lucky i caught that since i had to release payroll here's hoping i did it right. almost level my cleric to 100 just 1% to go couldn't get there before work since zoro killed the snake too soon. and got binned on L_O_N so now got to try and get her attendence in before bed thank goodness for time zones or i would have missed a day on her. now to plan how to get rats in the house oooo i think i can fit a cage on the dresser..