Anyway, so things aren't going well with this house building thing. City keeps adding on fees, neighbors aren't happy about it, and I feel guilty. My dad is worried about how I'll get on after they're gone and I feel guilty that I'm making him worry. I hate being mental. I hate being a burden on people.
1) I can go work in Yellowstone National Park from May-October and get AWAY from my mother and sister. However this would require to give away all bettas, plecos and snails. I KNOW for a fact that neither my mother or sister will do anything for them.
2) I stay here and keep my pets but have no access to a job since I can not drive.
John will take the dog and for reasons I do not understand - Sluggles.
SO that leaves 15 bettas, 2 clown plecos, snails and a chinchilla that need a place to go.
I need to make up my decision ASAP as I would need to check in for employemnt in Montana on 5/4. However the other issue is, last time I did this - I got a $79 greyhound ticket. 15 years later - the same ticket is like $200 OR $600 for airfare which would require me selling off alot of my vintage My Little pony collection - Greek and Argentina ponies. I know if I sell them, I will never be able to afford them back again.
Is it worth giving up everythihng I own to not be here for 5 months?
In the past, I would jump at the chance to do this. I spent a year at the Grand Canyon and loved it..well minus the spiders and not so fond of the millions of tourists I had to deal with in a given day. John has a Job in Boston so its not like I get to see him and they pay is $8/hr plus a bonus of $3/day If stay till october 16th bonus. And more importantly, it will get me AWAY from my PSYCOTIC sister and mother. if you guys knew 1/2 of the crap I have to deal with because of those two, you would understand why I need to get away from here. There is a reason I lived in Alaska for 12 years
Never been to yellowstone but have been through the Rockies in Canada and the Yukon.