Back to testifying fears...I have some totally harmless ones, like being scared of elbow squid, giant squid and colossal squid; some really stupid ones, like being scared of cockroaches (I know they can't hurt me, they just make my skin crawl), and some sensible ones, like being afraid of jellyfish (I'm not comfortable sharing the ocean with something that can sting me from 3 metres away and kill me totally dead in as many minutes).
In terms of confessing bad stuff, I feel I'm being dishonest with my boyfriend and have been since we started going out, since 75% of me is just waiting for this relationship to end badly (I like him a heck of a lot, but I really don't think we have a future and I'm not ready for a truly serious relationship anyway). I don't want him to move away at the end of the year (which he might), but a small, guilty part of me is hoping he will because it would at least bring this to an end with mutual good feelings instead of a painful breakup.