I used to have a fish name ponyo, my first pet EVER. little did i know that my little red fish was sick since the day i bought him... i got him from a mall kiosk in a little bag... he barely even flapped!
I gave him the best home i could... and near the end of his life (only two months!) he was laying on his side when he rested (literally on his side!) and wouldnt eat... I had to put him to sleep it was so sad... I miss you, but I'm doing you justice through my little blue baby chibs, healthy and happy as could be!
I hope that I did you justice... <3